The overnight crises have to end…

Tired – and afraid – of the overnight crises, I reduced my morphine tonight from 90mg to 60mg, just in case my GP was right and it was suppressing my breathing, only to find my ability to breathe was vastly more compromised than usual before I ever got to bed, which bodes ill for the rest of the night.

And I got a hell of a lot more pain for my trouble too.

This really can’t go on.